O for a thousand tongues to sing-Charels Wesley

O for a thousand tongues to sing
my great Redeemers praise,
The glories of my God and King,
The triumphs of His grace.

My gracious Master and my God,
Assist me to proclaim,
To spread through all the earth abroad,
The honors of Thy name.

Jesus! the name that charms our fears,
That bids our sorrows cease;
'Tis music in the sinners ears,
'Tis life and health and peace.

He breaks the pow'r of reighning sin,
He sets the prisoner free;
His blood can make the foulest clean;
His blood availed for me.

He speaks and, list'ning to His voice,
New life the dead recieve;
The mournful, broken hearts rejoice;
The humble poor believe.

Hear him, ye deaf; his praise, ye dumb,
Your loosened tongues employ,
Ye blind, behold your Savior come;
And leap, ye lame, for joy.

Glory to God and praise and love
Be ever giv'n
By saints below and saints above-
The church in eath and heav'n.

riding the roller coster of life.

Dude....God is good....im not....yet he loves me anyways....thats legit...yet i always try to earn his favor like he hasnt already given it to me....i seek for pleasure in other things instead of Him....im trying to find the balance between accepting grace and mourning over my sin...its not easy. im striving to seek joy in everything through God, keep my eyes focused on the goal set before me, seek to be one with all Christians, seek other people love in humility (which i am suckin at)...my emotions have been kinda wack....its hard when those people you consider your best friends only see you as an aquantences....or anyways thats how i feel....and then i get scared that i only feel that way beacause im not always the center of attention and its just me being attention hungry or whatever.....and then you dont want to force them to be your friend out of obligation...you cant make someone like you.....and then i feel like crap cuz i know i shouldnt let that stuff bother me becuase all i need is God and through worring about that i am not recognizing Him as my true satisfatction.....sooo yeah...im super pumped about young guns and going to plya del Carmen this summer....that is if i graduate....but God is incontrole and all will workout for Him and His glory.

quotes

Perhaps there is not one leaf of atree, nor spire of grass, but what has efffects all over the universe, and will have to the end of eternity.-Jonothan Edwards

i find letters from God dropped in the street, and every one is signed by Gods name, and i leave them where they are, for i know that others will punctually come forever-Walt whitman.

so many thoughts in my head.

they come and go. Often times i cant sort them out. Thats why at times its hard for me to have a decent conversation with someone....especialy if i dont feel comfortable around them because i overanalize everything i think about saying because as a kid growing up people just looked for ways to mess with me and if i said one thing wrong they jumped on it, so now i cant hardly say anything around people im not completely comfortably with in some kind of subconcious fear of being judged for it. But then there are times that i am completely comfortable and i just end up saying things that are completely stupid. I usualy just end up saying something stupid when i am with people i dont feelcomfortable around cuz i just dont know what to say.

i cant hink of the next lines to this!! its so frustrating!

vanity,like a rose, will wither away.
Beauty once adhored will with time decay.

the widow-As sities burn

Dead man were you ever alive or was I just a seed
Buried deep inside some woman you wed?
Right before you crawled out of her bed
And crept down the hall.
did you think of me?
Did you even for a second hesitate in the doorway?
Its just something that I’d like to know
Though I’d still love you if you told me, that you just walked away

My God, what a world you love.
Men bury their sons
And without thought
Just walk away

And my mother’s heart breaks like the water inside of her
And my mother’s heart breaks like the water inside of her

Dead man is it being high that makes you alive?
It makes you leave behind three boys and a wife in ‘89
And as the track marks inched their way up your arms
My mother taught my brothers and I not to call you daddy,
But to call you father.

And I believe there is something here to be learned of grace?
'Cause I can't help but love you,
No I can't help but love you,
Even with a heart that breaks
like the promises that you made (x3)

‘Cause I can't help but love you

My God, what a world you love.