about me.

I am very indecisive. i cant spell. I screw up all the time. I do stupid thngs. I make horrible decisions. I think too much. Im too apathetic. I stuggle in school. And left to myself im nothing more than dirt.. But im also covered by the blood of Christ. You might think im awesome, but you wouldnt think that if you were stuck in my head for a day. You might dislike me ,but its probly for the wrong reasons. I love God, my family and my church, specificaly the youthgroup....And i love all of the above listed more than i ever show them. I love sports. I love working out. One day i think i might want to be a youth minister and/or fitness trainer. sooooo yeah...thats about it off the top of my head. =]

Monday, March 8, 2010

so many thoughts in my head.

they come and go. Often times i cant sort them out. Thats why at times its hard for me to have a decent conversation with someone....especialy if i dont feel comfortable around them because i overanalize everything i think about saying because as a kid growing up people just looked for ways to mess with me and if i said one thing wrong they jumped on it, so now i cant hardly say anything around people im not completely comfortably with in some kind of subconcious fear of being judged for it. But then there are times that i am completely comfortable and i just end up saying things that are completely stupid. I usualy just end up saying something stupid when i am with people i dont feelcomfortable around cuz i just dont know what to say.
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