about me.

I am very indecisive. i cant spell. I screw up all the time. I do stupid thngs. I make horrible decisions. I think too much. Im too apathetic. I stuggle in school. And left to myself im nothing more than dirt.. But im also covered by the blood of Christ. You might think im awesome, but you wouldnt think that if you were stuck in my head for a day. You might dislike me ,but its probly for the wrong reasons. I love God, my family and my church, specificaly the youthgroup....And i love all of the above listed more than i ever show them. I love sports. I love working out. One day i think i might want to be a youth minister and/or fitness trainer. sooooo yeah...thats about it off the top of my head. =]

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

my search for solitude....

we have to many distractions in our world today...tv, ipods, computers, people, ourselves, cell phones, toys, school, even sometims just knowledge can be destracting....i know that it deeply hinders my "search for solitude". I often times do not want to seek God because its so easy to try to find satisfaction in all of the people and things around me. However in the end they all fall short, leading me back to him. Too often i feel like im loing the battle that Paul describes in Romans 7. Especialy here lately.....but as a freind reminded me, God already won that battle for us.
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  1. Hannah MiddletonFebruary 17, 2010 at 7:52 PM

    I totally know what you mean! its like what chad was talking about today in numbers how we are described as whores. we continually reject God for other things of no value! 2 Corinthians 4:16-18 says, "“Therefore we do not lose heart, but though our outer man is decaying, yet our inner man is being renewed day by day For momentary, light affliction is producing for us an eternal weight of glory far beyond all comparison, while we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen; for the things which are seen are temporal, but the things which are not seen are eternal.” THIS is what we are supossed to be looking to, but sadly we continues "cheat" on God, so to speak, and turn to anything but him for satisfation. and like you said are then reminded that we are stupid and that our way of finding satisfation will not work and will leave us dissatisfied!

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  2. Hannah MiddletonFebruary 17, 2010 at 7:53 PM

    haha sorry for going on and on and on..... lol i think i talk to much! :)

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