something i wrote...=]

haha people think they know me. thats pretty funny. yeah they know me like they watch the TV. but they dont know what goes on behind scenes....they pic and choose like flippen through magazines...cant find what they want so they put me down. then i can better hear the sound, of my savior. my eternal life saver. i cant lose His favor. i was lost and now im found. like Nemo the fish no i wont drown...in the pains of this world. Cuz he reals me in like im a reward. i dont know why. i aint gonna lie. but when im feelin Him im feelin pretty fly, like i can never die. like Edward. but i aint gonna cry. cuz my souls intact. jesus has it as a matter of fact. He enterd my heart changed it made it better like makeup. Jacob. but im not a warewolf. but beware of, i got the same love. Bella. i go to sleep and He wakes me up like Cinderella. But im a man. i wanna stay young. peterpan. but i wanna grow up. Jack and the beanstalk. spiritual maturity, to grow up in the trinity. im seekin that wisdom like solomon. But its a good thing i got my Daddy to fall upon. cuz im always fallin back like a heavy backpack. i cant do it on my own. Cant make it alone. So i step out on the water, and when i start to totter, he pulls my head back up out of the water. Like a sheep to the slaughter. And most of the time i dont even bother!? Romans 7:14-25. thats the battle i fight as long as i am alive. i try, and i strive. but it dont work. i cant rely on me. cuz my feelings go up and down like a teepee. they are unreliable. unjustifiable. Im still liable.