about me.

I am very indecisive. i cant spell. I screw up all the time. I do stupid thngs. I make horrible decisions. I think too much. Im too apathetic. I stuggle in school. And left to myself im nothing more than dirt.. But im also covered by the blood of Christ. You might think im awesome, but you wouldnt think that if you were stuck in my head for a day. You might dislike me ,but its probly for the wrong reasons. I love God, my family and my church, specificaly the youthgroup....And i love all of the above listed more than i ever show them. I love sports. I love working out. One day i think i might want to be a youth minister and/or fitness trainer. sooooo yeah...thats about it off the top of my head. =]

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Never meant to break your heart-UnderOath

tears run down my face just like the last
no different from yesterday
sick from the mirror
do these prayers feel sincere
the dirt never washes clear
you were good, so good
i grew to love your lies
until i put you in the past
love was lust until he revealed
the man behind the mask
will the scars go away
in this world i have no place
forgive me Jesus this time i cry
i rip my heart outto give to you
alone it never did me any good
hold me close, wash my mind
destroy the me that lives inside

1 comment:

  1. WOW thats kinda convicting! i really liked the last line where is says "destroy the me that lives inside!" Dont just change us Lord!! DESTROY our old self!! PUT IT TO DEATH!!!

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